Friday, April 15, 2016

About a week ago, I was suffering from a major case of delirium because I altered my medicine. I honestly don't see how altering my Geodon, an atypical antipsychotic, by 20 mg could induce such a drastic effect on my cognition. My girlfriend was extremely concerned about my overall mental health and we were having incessant disagreements over the importunate introduction of my mental state into our conversations. My girlfriend advised that I should go to the ER to get my medication completely adjusted so my delirium would subside. Currently, I'm not really sure if my delirium is subsiding. It periodically fluctuates in severity over the course of the day. Yesterday, I didn't experience delirium whatsoever.

My girlfriend had a really rough day yesterday. She expressed to me that she was having frivolous debates with her mother and she was having incessant arguments and her mother thinks the Zoloft she began taking is creating problems by triggering hypomania for Frances.

Frances told me her mother snidely laughed at her. I've been in similar situations with my parents where my parents made sardonic or snide remarks to me.

Frances told me that Tim, Frances' stepfather, severed a slug in half when the slug approached the garden.

Frances made suicidal ideated statements last night, and this really perturbed me. She relayed to me that she would want to jump in the river with me when I visit her in Oregon.

I love Frances, and I don't want her to be upset.