About a week ago, I was suffering from a major case of delirium because I altered my medicine. I honestly don't see how altering my Geodon, an atypical antipsychotic, by 20 mg could induce such a drastic effect on my cognition. My girlfriend was extremely concerned about my overall mental health and we were having incessant disagreements over the importunate introduction of my mental state into our conversations. My girlfriend advised that I should go to the ER to get my medication completely adjusted so my delirium would subside. Currently, I'm not really sure if my delirium is subsiding. It periodically fluctuates in severity over the course of the day. Yesterday, I didn't experience delirium whatsoever.

My girlfriend had a really rough day yesterday. She expressed to me that she was having frivolous debates with her mother and she was having incessant arguments and her mother thinks the Zoloft she began taking is creating problems by triggering hypomania for Frances.

Frances told me her mother snidely laughed at her. I've been in similar situations with my parents where my parents made sardonic or snide remarks to me.

Frances told me that Tim, Frances' stepfather, severed a slug in half when the slug approached the garden.

Frances made suicidal ideated statements last night, and this really perturbed me. She relayed to me that she would want to jump in the river with me when I visit her in Oregon.

I love Frances, and I don't want her to be upset.

Lately, my girlfriend has been very petulant concerning my incessant conversations about the alteration in my medicine and how my brain isn't adjusted to me being on the 40 mg of Geodon. Recently, I started taking 40 mg of Geodon because the 60 mg of Geodon was too exhausting for me to take, so I decided to get a refill for the 40 mg of Geodon. I've been on 40 mg of Geodon for approximately 10 days now and I'm beginning to realize that I'm becoming acquainted with the current dose. Today, I am noticing that I am communicating faster and that I'm verbalizing with expediency and the continual discussions regarding my medicine and how it's effecting my cognition with my girlfriend is triggering problems between us and she is growing impatient with my querulous topics regarding the status of my mental health.

My cognition seems to be ameliorating over time. Cathy, my friend, says that this modification in my medicine will take approximately 2 weeks for me to become used to the effects of this change.

I love my girlfriend with all of my heart and I cherish every gleam of mesmerizing beauty that is manifested within her perfection, and her breathtaking majesty is beyond pristine and I am effusively infatuated with her every facade and her voice sounds like a beautiful melody; continually playing its euphonious sounds in such a mellifluous manner that it never grows vapid and my desire to converse about fun things with her never falters within me, as I always desire to create happiness for my girlfriend in every imaginable way. My girlfriend deserves extreme happiness.

Last night, I was conversing with my girlfriend and relaying to her myriad things and I was wanting her to listen to a clip from the Shining where Jack Nicholson has a tantrum when his wife Wendy came in the main lobby while he was writing on his typewriter. I was expressing to my girlfriend that I thought Jack Nicholson's hostility and his mannerisms in that particular scene were extremely hilarious and I loved the ending where Jack Nicholson said, "you can start right now by getting the fuck out of here", and I shared a short laugh with my girlfriend after allowing her to listen to it.

My girlfriend told me that Jack Nicholson's line during that scene was almost identical to a scene from As Good as It Gets when Nicholson confronts his gay neighbor.

My girlfriend told me to record our conversations whenever I converse with her. Yesterday, she was expressing that I was suffering from pressure of speech and that my speech seems rather frenzied. Recently, I decreased my Geodon to 40mg until I see my psychiatrist next month. I hope she approves of this alteration in my medication because I feel more energetic and robust.

After recording our conversations between me and my girlfriend, I noticed that I seemed rather petulant and sort of truculent with my speech. It's the inflection of how I'm conversing with her and I seem rather annoyed because it seems like I want to dominate the conversation, and any form of interruptions induced by girlfriend really seems to create tension.

I think the best approach to handle this is to allow my girlfriend do most of the talking and I should talk slower. If I say things extremely fast, my voice seems extremely belligerent, so to mitigate this factor, talking slower would help.

I love my girlfriend with all my heart and I want what's best for her in every way imaginable.

My mesmerizing girlfriend, Rachael, has been in a relationship with me for approximately a year and 3 months, and I love her dearly due to her marvelous facades and her breathtaking display of perfection.

Her body is beyond pristine and her intelligence and her interests never ceases to amaze me.

Her fautless attributes drives me wild and induces the galvanization of my lubricious passions that I hold for her.

Last night, I wanted to verbalize to my girlfriend and I desired to hold an intellectual conversation with her, but because of the complications induced by my medicine (my medicine makes me extremely tired and causes a mild case of alogia (poverty of speech), I felt annoyed by the perturbation in my linguistic skills.

I understand my girlfriend desires intellectual and fun conversations, but because of the side effects of my medicine, that arduous task of trying to have fun in our conversations seems like formidable task, because there's limited things for me to say.

I love her so much that I desperately want what's best for her in every way and I want to make her have bliss in our comradeship.

My girlfriend seems extremely amorous lately, and she's been displaying incessant romantic gestures, leaving me contrite.

My girlfriend has been flashing her breasts and engaging in countless sexual rendezvous with me and she's been very kissy for the past week, relaying in myriad ways how much she loves me and how she wants me to "take her".

The erections I receive and the pleasure that I'm experiencing is beyond ethereal, and the countless ways in which she excites me never grows old.

Her pristine breasts and her angelic visage is always galvanizing my libido and always stimulating my innermost desires that I have for her, and the way she exposes her bare butt, signalling that she's sexually receptive and in a Lordosis position, ready to be penetrated and ready to be slapped on her bare butt, signals that she's crazy for me and this leaves me feeling hornier than a school boy and I feel young again when her behavior is full of amatory.

Ever since I augmented the dose of my medication- an Antipsychotic I take to quell unnerving feelings of paranoia (I have Borderline Personality Disorder), my girlfriend has been behaving in a salacious manner.

Lately, my girlfriend is the exemplar of every guy's fantasy.

She no longer seems petulant and she seems rather patient with me.

Yesterday, I had a minor panic attack and I accidently made my girlfriend upset with my impulsivity. I told her I was sorry and yesterday she wasn't as amorous and I completely understand why, so I guess that's payback for my belligerent behavior,

My beautiful girlfriend (let's call her Rachael; I want to keep her anonymous) is behaving in a very peculiar manner lately and I feel that she's acting very aloof and sort of estranged at my romantic gestures. Lately, I have been trying to find new ways of making her happy, and sometimes I feel compelled to discuss problems that are arising in our relationship, but every time I bring them up, she becomes very withdrawn and thinks I'm taking things for granted in the relationship.

I'm confused because I've always heard that stonewalling is a problem in relationships.

I broke up with her about 2 weeks ago because her importunate demands are becoming hackneyed and I felt unloved and like she was becoming bitter at my attempts to resolve issues.

My friend thinks that my girlfriend is no longer in the honeymoon phase and that I'm still stuck in the honey moon phase and I've been trying to find ways of recapturing that moment where oxytocin levels and dopamine levels soar to lofty heights and where we're both exercising unrestrained love in ways that never gets old.

I love my girlfriend; I love seeing her smile in many wonderful ways. I think it's time for me to figure out ways of making her happy after the honey moon phase and I'm trying to understand all of her facades.

Last night, on the webcam, I was bringing up instances wondering why in the beginning of the relationship she would say I love you 20 times a month, while I only said it 10 times. Sometimes I ramble and bring up irrelevant topics. She somehow thought that I was asking her to say I love you to me many times, when that's not true. I don't care how many times she says I love you, I'm curious about how relationship dynamics change over time, and I think me wondering that vexed her.

There are several things I have noticed. I have noticed that I'm taking a lower dose of Geodon, and I'm behaving sort of hypomanic.

My girlfriend stopped taking her Prozac and she's now on Zoloft, which increases dopamine more than Wellbutrin. Zoloft is a serotonin-dopamine agonist. Dopamine is increased 10% of the catecholamines that are increased, while serotonin (5HT1A) is increased 9 times more than Dopamine. She's behaving in a hypomanic way.

I've noticed that my girlfriend is acting slightly impulsive with her speech, she brings up weird scenarios and she seems like she's engaging in risk seeking behaviors. Last night, she plugged back the outlet after her mom told her to go to bed and she's behaving like a rebel, talking about her fantasies that she normally wouldn't bring up if she was still taking Prozac. I'm learning to accept these new facades; It's all exciting and everything, but I think it leads to constant disagreements because both of us are behaving hypomanic and we're oblivious to each others needs.

My girlfriend complains that I'm no longer pedantic with my speech and I'm not articulating in an intellectual manner; instead she's critiquing minor things about my vocabulary, saying how it's now limited and that I say fuck a lot.

Her criticisms are driving me crazy and I'm trying to accept her. She says I'm not accepting her flaws. I accept her but with her demands and criticisms, how am I supposed to accept this?

She hung up on me two times last night. I was upset by it. She blocked me last night on Google Plus and unblocked me later.

It's like she doesn't care.

Figuring out what she needs is hard when I can't discuss serious topics that bother me. I am so willing to discuss her topics and listen to everything she has to say, but I feel like she's oblivious to my needs and she ignores what I want to say.


I adulate her constantly, probably because I want to and I can't stop and I feel helpless and unloved.